| Location | Consett |
| Age | 16 years |
| Date of Birth | 05/06/1990 |
| Date of Death | 07/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 21,629 since 17/04/2007 |
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Kaneβs Story
Kane was born in Consett on the 05/06/90. He entered this world weighing 4lb 6oz. He was a beautiful baby & was loved by all. When he was growing up he was always thin, this used to worry me but it was just the way he was.
Kane is the third son of Christina.
Kane has two older brothers Joel and Nick; he also has a younger brother Matthew and a little sister Lynnette.
Kane did not have an easy life. He worried about his little brother as he has a severe heart condition. He worried about anyone when they were ill or sad.
He had to work hard at things and was bullied when he was young.
Kane cared for people; he would make things for them & spend his money on others. He would buy things for no reason other than to give or make some-one happy.
Kane loved Japanese cartoon art and was always drawing or painting. He was great at drawing pictures of people. He loved to create things and would make things out of wood or anything else he could find.
He would try to do anything I asked him whether it was fixing a light or plumbing a shower. Although not everything he "fixed" worked again. He once spent hours fixing the kitchen heater & it has never worked since. Another time he replaced all the door handles for me and one is at 45 degrees. He would always try though.
Kane could be very clumsy but it could be so funny. When he was young he was determined to climb this tree and fell out of the same tree four times but he did it in the end. He once fell down the stairs and got up and ran into the wall. I have many memories like this and cherish every one of them.
Kane left this Earth on the 07/03/07. The day before his death he was upset about an email he had from his ex girlfriend but we talked and he was fine. The day of his death he was going to see about an apprenticeship he had applied for. He had no money left so I gave him a few pounds & my last words to him were " I'm not that bad am I?", he smiled his cheeky smile & replied " Iβve got my keys". He left the house at lunch time. I had to go out & passed him 2 minutes from his destination, which was the last time I saw my baby alive. When I returned home I had a bad feeling so I tried to phone him, there was no answer so I kept trying. After a while I went looking for him and at 10pm I phoned the police.
Two officers came to the house and after a while told me they had found the body of a young lad at the bottom of the Gill Bridge. I was devastated and still am. They would not let me see him until 2pm the next day. I had to identify his body, his brother Nick was with me. I went in to shock and never questioned things so when they said he had jumped I did not ask why.
At his funeral some-one told me Kane did not jump or fall. I was in a state & did not take it in. Later those words came back and I started to question things. And if I could find the name of the person that told me.
I phoned the police and two CID officers came. I was asked if I was sure I heard right?
Kane was found at the bottom of a 180ft bridge, he had no broken bones, and he had two marks on his forehead, a bruised nose, a black eye, two bust lips & a bruised right ear. I was told he was found in a shopping trolley.
Kane was found at 5pm on a bright day and had been there a couple of hours.
How come no-one saw him?
There were a lot of people at Kane's funeral and I did not know them all. Kane had no reason to jump, he was starting the apprenticeship and wanted to start his own business, he had updated his bebo the night before and the things he wrote were not the things some-one that was suicidal would write.
He was also trying to trace his dad and had talked about how much he wanted children when he was older. Kane had a lot of love to give and was loved. I do not believe my son took his own life and never will.
If you knew Kane and would like to add pictures or stories about him to his site please do so.
I would like to thank everyone for the candles & tributes left for Kane. They help us so much; reading the kind messages left here helps me get through each day. I am still fighting for justice for Kane and will never give up.
Thank you for your support Christina xxx
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25-June-2007
This site has brought so much comfort to Kane's family & friends. Through GTS I have been contacted by some of the nicest people that walk this earth, many parents like myself that have lost a child, others that have also lost some-one they love, some have not lost loved ones but follow Kane's story & care. Thankyou all for the support you have given us today & for helping get us through xxxxxx
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~♥ With Love ♥~
Oh most beautiful star
In the sky tonight
You are most bright
I watch and wait
With hand raised up
Open and waiting
Slowly, oh so slowly
You move through
The night sky
You come closer
As I watch and wait
Hand outstretched
Then ever so softly
You come to rest
In the palm of my hand
You shine like a diamond
Your brilliance
Holds me in awe
I could almost wish
To hold you tight
To keep you safe just for me
In time, your light
Would fade from sight
You would die
To me and to all
So I let you stay
As long as you wish
With palm open
So you may leave at will
You will travel back
To the night sky
To shine brightly
For all to see
I will cherish
The moments you gifted me
With your light
Specially for me
For a little while…
Star So Bright
by Ann Marquette
Sending you lots of love angel and a big thank you to your loved ones for all they have done for my little princess demi-leigh and myself in the last year...HAPPY NEW YEAR XXXXX
Love alway elaine xxxxxx
~~~~~TO A PRECIOUS ANGEL~~~~~
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~ Gods Golden Door ~
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Will i always feel like this
That life is so unfair
Im so sad and so lonely
When i need you,youre not there
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Nothing can ever change this
For time is moving on
Now all i have are memories
Happy days now long gone
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All the love you gave me
I keep deep in my heart
For sure i know that one day
We will make a brand new start
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You know just how im feeling
So ill say nothing more
Just be there to guide me
Walking through Gods golden door
~ CopyrightοΏ½ Vicky Deaville 28/4/2011 ~
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With Love Always Elaine .xxxx
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Someone very special
Is celebrating his birthday today
Our special angel in heaven
Dancing on the clouds
In the sky way up high
Surrounded by all your angel friends
Who celebrate with you too
Making your birthday special just for you
There’ll be
Chocolate cake and ice-cream
There’ll be
Fun and laughter too
There’ll be
Lots of special treats today
Just for you
Amidst the celebrations
All the angels will gather round
And in perfect harmony
Sing “HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU” so loud
CopyrightοΏ½ Leza 30/1/2010
All my love to you, and all you family xxxx elaine xxxx
TO kane FROM kane !
i never knew you kane . but i.ve read your story . quite a long one tbh . so i sort of feel i DO know you abit now ! you sound a real sorted young lad & i know your family were happy that you were part of their lives for the time that you were here on earth & also that you had a VERY big heart ! i dont know if there was foul play in your death . i hope there was.nt :o( but if there was anything suspicious . then i both hope & know that your mum & family WILL find out ! i know thru experiences in the past . that life DOES go on . so rest assured kane . your mum & family WILL be with you again one day & you with THEM ! together again 4ever . never to be parted AGAIN ! take care special kane . kane ( guinness.s daddy ) X
Sorry i got mixed up!!!
Kane
I am sorry i got mixed up.
I have been having alot of mini strokes lately and my mind gets so confused.
Today is the sad day your Mam lost you, its not a birthday, i am really sorry for the mix up...
I came back from A&E about an hour ago, should have gone to bed, but had it in my head i had to leave you a message, really sorry for the mix up, feel very silly now.
Sending you a huge hug to Heaven, and a hug to your Mam.
God bless you RIP!
I hope they have caught those monsters!!!
Happy Birthday Kane
Happy Birthday Kane, hope Heaven is celebrating your life today, you was a very handsome lad, its sad to come here, but you will never be forgotten.
Give your Mum a hug today, hope she is well, i miss talking to her.
Rest in Peace Ella xx
...............Happy New Year
....................... Angel
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.....Another year has come and gone,
.......Yet it doesn’t seem that long!
.......Time flies by but I’m still here,
......Wishing for just one more year.
...........But I never get my wish.
........Instead another year to miss.
.....Everything seems all messed up,
...As I send you cheers and lift my cup.
.......And usher in another year new;
......Another year for me without you.
............Anonymous 30.12.10
All my love always to you angel and your family and friends...elaine xxxxxxxxxx
♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL ♥MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL♥
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Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.
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An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.
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There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.
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No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.
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PRECIOUS ANGEL HAVE A LOVELY CHRISTMAS IN YOUR HEAVENLY HOME...ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS...XXX ELAINE AND ANGEL DEMI-LEIGH XXX
•:*:••:*:••:*: Love To You Always •:*:••:*:••:*:
Gone, But Not Forgotten - Marilyn Ferguson
Gone, but not forgotten
This pain, I cannot hide
In memory, I see you
A million tears, I've cried.
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The tender thoughts you left me
Come to my memory
Your loving smile, so precious
Will always be with me
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You visit me in summer
When flowers are in bloom
Upon a ray of sunshine
A star-lit night in June.
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When winds are gently blowing
Across a cloudless sky
Within a rolling meadow
Where horse and cattle lie.
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I see you in the treetops
As summer comes to be
In shadows, you do linger
A soul so young and free.
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I see you in the garden
Your scent does fill the air
Just like a precious flower
A rose, so ever fair.
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On country roads, I find you
Along the wooded lane
Within the distant thunder
I see you in the rain.
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In early hush of morning
You come without a sound
Upon a blazing sunset
Your memory can be found.
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Like sprigs of morning glory
Upon the vine, they grow
With branches reaching outward
Into my heart, you go.
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Just like a special angel
God wrapped you in His care
And took you off to heaven
To live with Him, up there.
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But often, I still see you
Upon a light blue sky
And long so much to hold you
Why did you have to die?
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Marilyn Ferguson
It’s amazing what can truly happen,
How your life can be so grand;
When you give up trying on your own
And let an angel hold your hand.
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All the loneliness inside of you
Will completely disappear;
When you realize you’re not alone,
That your angel is very near.
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Your life will become more meaningful,
As well as totally rearrange;
You’ll be amazed at all that you can do,
At the blessings of the change.
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You will be able to handle anything,
There is nothing you can’t face;
With your angel there to lead you
Your entire life will fall in place.
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Just give up trying on your own,
And allow your angel to lead;
All of Heaven’s blessings will come to you,
Nothing else you’ll ever need.
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No matter what you are called to do,
How simple or complex the task;
Your angel will be there to show the way,
All you have to do is ask.
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Don’t ever let yourself feel discouraged,
Feel this thought within your soul;
All the things you’ve ever dreamed of
Will become a reachable goal.
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So let your angel hold your hand,
Your life will be so complete;
Prepare to conquer the tasks of life,
There will be no battle you can’t defeat.
__♥_
~Teryl Seaman~
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